First and foremost, there were so many subjects that I thought helpful, entertaining blogs for you guys, but alas, I haven’t posted in a month. But today, I need to talk things over with a friend.  You see, this week has been a precarious one.  I feel alone and tired.  Once again, I find myself … Continue reading Precarious

What Is V/S What Could Be?

What do you think is more powerful; your life as it seems right now or the life you desire to have? Tricky question, isn’t it? If someone had asked me that question ten years ago, I would have answered, “My life as it seems now—Duh!” But somewhere in between those ten years, I begin to … Continue reading What Is V/S What Could Be?

Training Wheels

Do you remember how it felt when you peddled a bike for the first time without the training wheels?  I remember feeling a bit frightened as I started wobbly. But my confidence grew the longer I stayed vertical and coasted with more stability.  That’s what letting go of worrying about the future, and cutting cords … Continue reading Training Wheels

Fuck It All

Spiritual Detox, Part II

“Are you alright, Ma?” “No.” Jessi glanced down at the colorful letters I scratched out in oil pastel and commented, “That’s dope.” I chuckled and told her that I thought it was trash. She asked me what was wrong, and I told her I was scared, just so fucking tired and scared.  Jessi insisted I … Continue reading Spiritual Detox, Part II

Fear Monster

Spiritual Detox, Part I

Fear floated around in my body for days.  I decided to chill-out on the energy healing because of the full-on war raging inside my mind and body.  At least that’s what it felt like to me. I awoke in the middle of the night a few days ago, scared as fuck.  This heavy feeling of … Continue reading Spiritual Detox, Part I